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Tuesday, December 6th, 2005
3:54 pm
haaaaaa who'd have thought work would be so fun.
had to get up at 5 to be in work for 7.
dear o dear is there some fuckin nutters working with me.
tip of the iceberg had to be some old dude with a shaved head but pony tail who only an hour into the shift A FUCKING HOUR! he screams out at the top of his voice and scares the shit out of all of us. then starts grinning manically and shouts out random shit like "im so happy to be working for the queen" "what an honor it is to be working for such a successful british company, the backbone of our country" haaaaaaaaaaaaa i fell on the floor i was laughing so hard. all the line managers looked at him as if to say oh dear what have we let ourselves in for. he started shaking hands with them all and thanking them for the job. haaaaaaaaaa all we do is stick mail in the right pigeon hole. hes fuckin lost the plot! one of the line managers had to take him aside and tell him to calm down haha.

got sent home at 12 cos we finished early so me n some dude went the punch and judy. what a fuckin shady pub that is. £1.25 a pint of fosters though cant complain. didnt realise he was a racist and a queer hater haha. hes a funny bastard though. some old gay man sat by us and was talkin to us. he was harmless enough but he asked about my piercing and then went to feel my mates nose and he shit himself haha. later he stroked his hair and i thought he was gunna knock him out.

ive had a fuckin funny bastard day like i never believed im still pissing my fuckin knickers about the old dude. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Current Mood: DELIGHTED
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
10:51 pm
so yesterday was quite a fuckin binge haha.
started at about 2 in town with kelly and stayed there for a while laughing at him and his attempts at being a bar man haha.
went to lauras at about 6.30 and carried on bevving it there whilst feelin pretty wasted.
headed back into town about 8 n carried on drinking in roadkill for jens bday thing.
then at about 11 we went back to lauras and dropped 2 pills each and chonged a 10 bag haha.
pill parties are great just chatting absolute bollox for ages. think we were playin charades for about 3 hours without noticing haha.
finally went to bed around 6 am which made it a 16 hour drink n drugs binge.
i start my job tomorrow haha what a state im gunna be in!

Current Mood: amused
Friday, December 2nd, 2005
4:45 pm
sooooooooo last night was a bit of a funny one.
the cause:
6 cans of beer
6 bottles
2 bottles of cider
1 bottle of wine
2 super pills

the damage:
2 or 3 on my chest
5 on my nipples
1 on my cheek
3 on my tongue
4 or 5 on my head
and the creme de la creme

Current Mood: surprised
Sunday, November 20th, 2005
3:47 pm
some people are just too funny.
me and lizzy hahahaha. i can think of about 2000000000000000000000000000000 reasons why that would never happen. namely if anythin was ever gunna happen im sure it would with someone i liked in that way and no offence tot he girl shes not really my type.
people can think what they want but man they need to get their facts right before jumping the gun. the mere thought of it is just hilarious.
still if someone wants to accuse me of more shit at least make it that funny so i can be amused for longer hahaha.

Current Mood: amused
Tuesday, November 15th, 2005
12:36 am
well ive nearly told everyone i consider close to me now.
i still need to catch up with kelly and since ashy disappeared on me before i never got to tell him. id just rather people heard about it from me rather than feel they have been excluded.
so boys gets in touch asap.
been doing a lot of thinkin about it and its gunna be a long way from easy but then what is in life?
now all i can do is try and save up as much money as possible which means taking any kind of shitty job that comes my way.
in other news my head is battered. i havnt half felt confused lately but then as previously stated nothin in life is straight forward or easy.

Current Mood: contemplative
12:36 am
Take the quiz: "what kind of drug are you? (includes pictures)"

you are xtc.amazing, wild, sexy and young.

haaaaaaaa like i was ever gunna get anything else
Thursday, November 10th, 2005
3:41 pm
found 360quid in an account i didnt know existed :-)
thats some more money i can put towards my dream.
so excited about it all now i cant believe it actually looks like it might go ahead this is somethin ive wanted to do for many years. just really need to save up some money and quickly.
hoping my parents will lend me some its that or stand in the way of my dream and i doubt they will want that responsibility.
i just want to discover who i am. ive realised i have no idea who i am anymore ive just gone through life gettin wasted at every chance and have never stopped to think what i want or even who i am. i mean all i do is smile and laugh but that cant be right can it?!?! everythings not so rosey. why cant i feel emotions towards people? is there like some hidden barrier ive put up or what! i dont know but i need time out to find out exactly who i am and what my purpose here is.

Current Mood: thoughtful
Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
2:05 pm
well things have been a bit mad lately but not in a bad way.
i like diferent and exciting things it what makes life more fun to live.
got an idea in the pipelines that ive always wanted to do and now its looking more and more possible. dont want to go into details on here but if it is the case i wanna make the most of the time i have left.
i really hope it goes through as its somethin ive dreamt about many times and seems to be my calling.
fingers crossed anyway :-)

Current Mood: optimistic
Monday, November 7th, 2005
5:01 pm
well yesterday was certainly a mixed bag.
started early on the coach at 2 and sat in a park n pub drinkin tinnies before the gig started. was funny like remember being in a dead good mood.
-rise against - awesome was really lookin forward to them and they didnt disappoint except for not playin 2 of my favourite songs. had a circle pit though which sponged my stomach up haha funny though
- story of the year - good show i like to see the band gettin into their performance by stage diving and jumping off amps it was well good. played too much new stuff which is shitish
-killswitch engage - fuckin brilliant another circle pit and they played all my favourite songs.
-the used - they played well enough and again played my fave songs by them so couldnt complain
- funeral - i was already wrecked by then so just stood at the side and nodded along but yeh they were decent aswell

now its when the coach gets back in liverpool that it becomes a bit of a blur! everyones tellin me different stories about what might have happened. all i know is i woke up in my bed and didnt have much of a clue how the fuck i got there.
most likely story seems to be that since the coach got back at 1 i seemingly disappeared off the face of the earth until half 2 when i rang people cos i was in town by some fly overs and didnt know whered id been or how i got there.

no more drink for mike

Current Mood: confused
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
1:30 pm
well ive been without internet since sunday cos some dumb BT people fucked up out phone line. i wouldnt mind but they werent even doin anything near our house and it was only our house that got fucked up!

on the plus side when my dad gets in we are going to install this broadband sitting next to me :-)
Monday, October 24th, 2005
4:35 pm
so with the wales idea being off and on more times than a kettle last week it eventually went ahead for the saturday night.
thursday was the usual kh and was a good laugh as always. everyone was pilled up.
only got one hours sleep though cos i just couldnt so was too fucked to go out friday and had to sort wales and sort money for that out.
just went to scales' instead to sort stuff and watch telly.
saturday was spent driving to wales, camping, being cold and gettin really fucked on pills, cider and weed. went through quite a lot in 1 night. between us we managed - 15 litres of cider, 30 weed and 18 pills haha.
was a funny night.

Current Mood: content
Monday, October 10th, 2005
2:07 am
well its been a good weekend.
started on thursday really, cant believe i got eccy to go the k haha was a really good night and hope he enjoyed it. everyone else was being their usual miserable selves and u know its bad when only eccy was up for partying.
friday was a random party crash which was shat at first but got a lot better through the night. there must have been about 70 people there at one point. most were plebs but some were decent enough. met david seaman so it cant have been that bad haha.
saturday was another party in petes for georginas bday. was a bit apprehensive at first cos i dont really know many of them very well. but went and just got hammered with will haha aint seen him like that before. demolished a 3 litre bottle of cider within the first half hour. played some drunken footie and got blasted in the nads about 7 times throughout the night.
everyone pissed off early though which is a bit shit for a party. everyones lightweights these days.

we need some more parties with happy people that dont piss off pure early.
old skool party time!

Current Mood: cheerful
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
2:45 pm
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Your polar opposite is: Walt. You are similar to: Sawyer and Jack.

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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
12:38 am
1. What's your first name? michael (call me that at your peril)
2. Sex? male
3. How old are you? 21
4. What's your sexuality? straight as an arrow
5. Describe yourself, physically and personality-wise: tall bit of baggage. errr nice to people who are nice to me.
6. People can tell you're sexy, even with your clothes on by: my facial expressions apparently
7. Single? Describe: single
8. In a relationship? Describe your partner:
9. Sexiest thing about them with clothes on:

10. Do you masturbate? If so, when did you start? jeez who doesnt?!?! many years ago
11. If you don't, then why not? n/a
12. How do you do it? hand up n down its a toughy
13. Have you ever been caught? yeh
14. Have you ever been watched? Have you ever watched someone else? yes and yes
15. If you've watched or been watched...did you enjoy it? yeh not bad like i prefer them to do both
Toys, Porn, and Some Other :

16. Do you have any sex toys? yes
17. If so, what do you have? handcuffs, body lotion stuff
18. What sex toys do you wish you had? dunno none that can be used on me really
19. What do you wish your partner was into sexually? anal, 3 somes
20. How often do you have sex? quite a bit
21. What different places have you done it? at a gig, on a coach, bedrooms *yawn*, mates bathroom
22. Best partner ever: everyones different what someones good at another is better at somethin else.
23. Partner with the best "equipment": me haha nah seriously what do u class as womens equipment?!??! u hardly want them to be the biggest do ya!
24. What's your favorite position? doggy
25. What's the best thing about sex with your partner? im single
26. What could you improve, if anything? some good bumming
27. Are you and/or your partner into anything kinky? im still single
28. Craziest place you've ever had sex/fooled around: urm fooled around? probably on a busy coach
29. Hottest place (I don't mean temperature): at the our lady peace gig was good just the chance of gettin caught
30. Do you like porn? too right
31. If so, what types? anythin really except gay
More Info:

32. When did you lose your virginity? 17
33. Any sexual regrets EVER? just the one really grim girl
34. Are you into oral? yeh
35. Are you into anal? AM I
36. What do you fantasize about? blowjobs, anal errr naughty places

Just a Few More...

37. Ever had soreness or battle wounds from sex and felt proud? shit yeh did like 6 times in 5 hours and i was red raw
38. What celebrity would you want to have sex with? cheryl tweedy please
39. Favorite place on your body to be kissed: dick
40. How many people have you had sex with? 9
41. When was the last time you had sex? saturday
42. Do you use birth control? havnt had to lately
43. Ever faked an orgasm? yip now thats a talent. just dont let them see the jonny
44. Ever broken anything while having sex? bed, mirror, lamp, even managed to burn my carpet ha

Current Mood: chipper
Monday, September 26th, 2005
2:15 pm
10 Favorites
Favorite Color: black/blue
Favorite Food: i do love a good meat feast pizza but not allowed on this diety thing
Favorite Song: atm probably UnderOath - Im content with losing
Favorite Movie: braveheart/forrest gump/usual suspects/snatch
Favorite Sport: to play? tennis
Favorite Season: summer
Favorite Day Of the Week: all the same really since i do nothing everyday i guess friday cos thats when we normally go out
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: just ol vanilla
Favorite Time of Day: bed or wank time or blowjob time
Favourite Car: couldnt give a shit about cars

9 Currents
Current Mood: tired
Current Taste: coke
Current Clothes: trackies and lostprophets t shirt
Current Desktop Picture: plain blue WOOT
Current Toenail Color: errr the same theyve been since i was born
Current Time: 14.19
Current Surroundings: computer room
Current Annoyance(s): liars, users errrr being unemployed, being bored

8 Firsts
First Best Friend: chris gresham jeez remember him.
First Kiss: laura nelson haha she was a twin wallop
First Screen Name: come ead i aint sad enough to remember that
First Pet: 2 budgies first and last pets we ever had
First Piercing: bridge
First Crush: prob my first kiss but that was in infants lol so dunno if that counts
First Music: think queen were the first band i liked and free
First Car: would be a mini hence why im not learning to drive

7 Lasts
Last Cigarette: 2 am last night
Last Drink: coke
Last Car Ride: errr went to tesco and back with si for ciggies yeh lazy
Last Kiss: laura on saturday
Last Movie Seen: 40 year old virgin well most of it cos some prat downloaded a copy that skips the end. wasnt that funny anyway
Last Phone Call: hahaha i do not get calls. john on friday i guess
Last CD Played: underoath - Theyre only chasing safety

6 Have You Evers
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: nah i funked one if that counts
Have You Ever Broken the Law: a few too many times
Have You Ever Been Arrested: nearly lol
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: no cahnce to really
Have You Ever Been on TV: yes
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: yes

5 Things
5 Things You're Wearing: trackie bottoms, t shirt, 2 wrist bands, 2 rings and a chain
5 Things You've Done Today: slept, watched brainteaser, had a wee, drank coke, sneezed for about an hour. IVE ONLY BEEN AWAKE FOR LESS THAN 2 HOURS!
5 Things You Can Hear Right Now: tv, music, tuping, me sniffling and my foot tapping on the floor
5 Things You Can't Live Without: water, food, everything else im sure i could live without but if i could pick 3 things i really like then music, tv and porn or someone to do it for me
5 Things You Do When Your bored: come online, do these stupid question things, watch this morning, sleep, knock one off

4 Places You've Been To
1. luxembourg
2. florida
3. romania
4. denmark

3 People You Can Tell Anything To
1. scales
2. eccy
3. ben c

2 Choices
1. Black or White: black
2. Hot or Cold: hot

1 Wish
to not be bored for a week/go on holiday/have money/ turn the clock back about 4 years/care more

Current Mood: content
Sunday, September 25th, 2005
4:04 pm
I AM: unemployed
I WANT: money
I HAVE: not long woken up
I WISH: i had a fat spliff
I HATE: idiots
I MISS: being young
I FEAR: drowning
I WONDER: where i'll be in a year
I REGRET: going to uni
I LOVE: friends
I AM NOT: hard to please
I DANCE: in the k
I SING: when im twatted

I CRY: do i? hardly
I WRITE: as little as possible
I CONFUSE: hopefully no-one cos im about as honest as u can get
I NEED: a doof and job
I SHOULD: find a job

x. father thinks i am: a disappointment probably
x. mother thinks i am: wasting my life
x. three things you are often complimented for: my dick, the way i use it and my tongue. wouldnt it be good to be decent at somethin not sex related!
x. i get embarrassed when: meh i dont
x. what upsets you: people sayin or doin shit to my mates

yes or no...
x. you keep a diary: kinda
x. you like to cook: not really
x. you have a secret: i have a number of secrets
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: used to
x. you bite your fingernails: never
x. believe in love: yes but most people will never experience it in there life just something they consider to be love which so blatantly isnt.

Who is...?

your close friends: scales, ben, eccy

What is...?

*your most overused phrase on IM: meh
*the last image/thought you go to sleep with: whatevers on telly
*your best feature: wee willy winky
*favorite inside joke: inside jokes arent funny. if they were genuinely funny then they wouldnt need to be inside jokes cos everyone would find it funny.

Do You...?

*take a shower everyday: pretty much
*have a(any) crush(es): crush?! do i find someone attractive? yeh
*want to get married: not too sure anymore
*have any tattoos/where: no
*piercings/where?: bridge
*get motion sickness: no
*think you're a health freak: not at all
*get along with your parents: dont get on and dont not get on we just co-exist


Ryan: mate form school
Rob: gill
Dan: that one witht he spikey hair
Tiffany: breakfast at
Paul: scales or luigi
John: mate from uni
James: ashy
Billy: dealer
Nick: absolutely nothing
Patrick: nothin
Kim: little kim? big tits
Chris: little even though he spells it differently


TALKED TO SOMEONE YOU CRUSH ON? somneone i crush on? u mean like sit on them

Would You Ever...

1. Eat a bug? have done
2. Bungee jump? nah
3. Hang glide? yeh
4. Kill someone? if it was kill or be killed yeh
7. Have sex with someone of the same sex? hmmm id not bum a lad
8. Parachute from a plane? possibly
9. Walk on hot coals? well yeh since theres a way to channel it
10. Go out with someone for their looks? errr i shagged someone cos of their looks but i wouldnt go out with someone
11. For their reputation? ive never heard of a reputation about someone ive been with ecxept one was called a whore which put me off more than anythin
12. Be a vegetarian? nah no point
13. Wear plaid with stripes? dunno sounds a bit too daredevil
14. IM a stranger: well yeh everyone starts out a stranger to you
15. Sing karaoke? done
17. Shoplift? done
18. Run a red light? suppose if i could drive
19. Star in a porn video? dont see why not
20. Dye your hair blue? have done
21. Be on Survivor? suppose get me away from here for a bit
22. Skinny Dip? suppose so
23. Kiss some of the same sex? done
24. Have a threesome? chance would be a fine thing
25. Run naked down the street? done it in just my boxies

Current Mood: bored
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
3:23 pm
well what a fuckin eventful night that was.
went the brookhouse for a few with ben, si and ben and decided they were enjoying the freshers in school uniform too much too miss out on going to town.
scales was being stubborn and didnt get persuaded until 11 o clock so we rushed into town n didnt get there till like 12 which is a bit too late for my liking.
krazy house itself was a bit of a non event it was far too busy on the k2 and really hot cos of it.
outside the krazy house is where the adventure started.
walked up to krunchy fried chicken to get some grub. noticed quite a lot of smoke coming out of the flats above it.
told the people in the chicken place to ring the fire brigade and we all barged the door down and legged it up the stairs checking if anyone was up there. we couldnt get to the top floor as the smoke was overwhleming. the owner came up with his phone sayin somethin about fire so we took his phone and rang the fuckin fire brigade ourselves the useless prick. we had to get everyone out the building and wait for the fire brigade. funny how everyone just stood around watching while 4 drunk lads were fussing around making sure people were safe. man this city blows big time are there any people that actually give a shit.
windows shattered and the whole block of flats went up on fire. we were there for over an hour and the roof went up in flames big time. it was worrying. we didnt wanna leave before we knew no-one was up there. we eventually left at 4 and there was still smoke but the main flames were out.
today my throat hurts big time. which aint good i really wanna smoke.

Current Mood: accomplished
Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
1:10 pm
1. tell me something obvious about you.
im tall

2. tell me something about you that many don't know.
i have a jurassic park duvet

3. what is your biggest fear?

4. do you normally go the safe route or take the short cut?
short cut

5. Name one thing you want that you can't buy with money.

6. what is your most treasured possession?
too many things really. the little things are the most important.

7. what is the one thing you hate most about yourself that you do often?
get my hopes up quite easily. make bad decisions. theres a few things

8. tell me something s*xually about you that i don't know.
i used to be into cutting during sex and have a few scars left on me from it

9. tell me something s*xually about you that everyone knows.
im well endowed

10. what is your favourite lie to tell?
whats the point in lying. its overated why cant everyone just be honest

11. name something you've done once that you can't wait to do again.
anal would be decent

12. are you the jealous type?
not really

13. what is the one person, place or thing you can't say no to?
person: prob ben c
place: the K
Thing: drugs

14. what is the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
nothing springs to mind. its normally me that does spontaneous things for people.

15. if you could do something crazy right now, what would it be?
go n wank in the middle of the street

16. when was the last time you cried?
dunno 1, 2 maybe 3 years ago

17. when was the last time you felt so good that nothing else mattered?
5 or 6 years ago

18. do you feel comfortable in public with no shirt on?
not comfortable just not arsed

19. name something embarrassing you did while being drunk.
broke both my feet

20. if you post this in your journal would you like me to answer it?

Current Mood: calm
Sunday, September 18th, 2005
4:48 pm
well last few days have been eventful.
ive only had 6 hours sleep in 54 hours haha. but i feel fine in that sense. probably just have an early night tonight or somethin.
friday was an enjoyable night in the krazy house. me n scales nailed the drinks pretty hard in my house before we even left. including beer, wine, strong cider, kahlua, galliano, vodka and blue curacao. topped up on a number of drinks in the k aswell. danced all night and just enjoyed myself.
found my way to the garage for ciggies and the park at around 5 and just sat there for ages.
heard an interesting story from the taxi driver on the way home. he told us the cash machine on booker avenue had been ripped out the wall by a JCB haha. thats the funniest and cheekiest crime ive ever heard. wanted to go and take a look but scales was far too ill for it haha.
i took a look the next day though and sure enough the cash machine was ripped and there was a big hole in the wall of the bank haha.

yesterday we went to see fun lovin criminals in manchester. thought i was never gunna make it after no sleep. felt like i was gunna pass out in the taxi. but after a few pints in the grand central i soon perked up and the gig was pretty awesome even though the heat was horendous!

scales fainted at the gig twice. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha he aint living that one down i can promise you.

not sure what im thinking/doing at the moment. i feel like im changing into someone i used to be-if that makes any sense. not in a bad way either more just something i thought id left behind. meh i dunno. maybe ive been carefree for too long now. but why should i change if i enjoy being this way?

Current Mood: contemplative
Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
1:05 am
well i really dont update this much at all do i.
last week was pretty awesome though so i may aswell right something positive in here for a change.
went the lake district with a number of the boys and had an amazing time. really needed the time away as this city can get the best of u if u dont get away from it enough.
lots of drinking and smoking and camping out which i love. nice scenery and good company what more do ya need?
even managed to get a fire going on the last night and sat out having a laugh all night.
feel a bit crap already being back here. just dont like this place at all it totally blows nothing good ever happens here.
was hoping to be going to london this weekend but that looks extremely unlikely.
had my ear bent by ashy before which made me think about things id rather not lol. not his fault though he just wanted advice. im just no longer giving any couple advice to people cos its a lose lose situation. i mean im single for a reason i cant be arsed with any of that shit. i like my life to be stress free and im totally content with life at the moment the only thing i wish i had was a job cos im skint.

Current Mood: contemplative
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